It’s time

Can you feel the world coming apart at the seams?

Everywhere you look the old way of relating to work and money is crumbling.  Finally! 

But the NEW way of being is under construction, so life feels messy and we feel lost.  This is a good thing!

We’ve known for a long time, felt it in our bones, that something is wrong with how our culture relates to money.  We’ve been deeply conditioned for ages to be in bondage to money and work.  Not anymore.  

How do we make this leap into the new paradigm? 

Renovate package

Excavation

Rebuilding can be messy work. Our first step is to make peace with where we’re at, no easy task. We will begin our journey at Hawthorne Hollow where you will find support from me and the tools you need to dig through the rubble of your life.

Rejuvenation

I know you want to dive in and get right to fixing what’s wrong in your psyche and your business. The problem is that the old ways of being and working no longer do. In this new paradigm taking time for rest and recovery is crucial. I bet this is one of your biggest challenges. I’m here to help you.

I have spent the last four years of my life creating a sanctuary both within myself and in my space Here at Hawthorne Hollow. We will work together to find the tools that best serve you and support your new way of being.

ACIM page 65 “ all the help you can accept will be provided, and not one need you have will not be met. Let us not, then, be too concerned with goals for which you are not ready. God takes you where you are and welcomes you“

Revision

Once we’ve made some space, your new way of being and working will literally find you. I know, the old way of making shit happen is what you’re used to. That’s not how it’s going to be moving forward. Life literally wants to move through you to inspire you to do what you are here to do. In this phase we will learn To trust that what we love to do and what we are really good at actually could be what we are here to do.

Repair

It’s totally possible that after the first several phases that we don’t need a total overhaul of our life. We might just need a fresh coat of paint, or some new cabinets. It might just be a minor tweak in who we take on his clients, or a letting go of a certain line of work that no longer brings us joy. Again, we will trust that we have what we need to make this discernment.

Rebuild

Come to Hawthorne Hollow to rejuvenate your weary spirit. Here you will find sanctuary and rest, deep stillness and acceptance of whatever state you find yourself. Come and fall apart with a nurturing guide in a safe environment. Through rest, relaxation, meditation, time in the garden, releasing what’s stuck in the wood-fired sauna, and nurturing conversation you will have what you need to support your transformation.

Rejuvenate package

Come to Hawthorne Hollow to rejuvenate your weary spirit. Here you will find sanctuary and rest, deep stillness and acceptance of whatever state you find yourself.

Men and money are two of my favorite things. Yeah, I said it.

Ever since I can remember I have always wanted to be one of the boys. From a very young age I just felt that I understood them in a way that no other girl did. I still feel that way to this day.

Most of my career I have been the only woman in a room full of men. I spent the early part of my career working with money in the hunting and fishing industry. I literally counted over $200,000 worth of cash for the LCI fishing derby every year as the bookkeeper for our annual event. I was also the New England regional Director for the ruffed grouse Society, managing fundraising events, again the only woman in the room.

My next endeavor was as a financial advisor at Smith Barney, yet again men and money. Lol

Lastly, my stint as the coordinator for Nashville Shambhala meditation group. I started my leadership there by managing the money for the group and then became the Director. One of the last days I remember there was looking around a room full of about 25 people and noticing that yet again I was the only woman in the room.

Clearly this is where I am meant to be.

Now I am seeing that I am needed in a much different way, and yet the theme is the same. I’m sure you all feel it, but the masculine ways seem to be crumbling right before our eyes. As a woman who has a strong masculine streak, I have been wrestling with us for several years now. It has taken a lot of effort to reconnect to my feminine side and feel safe enough to bring that out into the world.

Today I am feeling called to hold space for the masculine energies. We are in a new paradigm and there are no guideposts. This is terrifying for all of us, especially those that have been wired to be productive and to chase money for success and happiness. 

I get it, that was how I began my money coaching practice in 2009. I was hyper driven then to make as much money as possible, and lost sight of what was really important to me. It took divorce and bankruptcy to snap me out of it. It was messy and it’s taking a long time to recover.

After spending the last 3 1/2 years nurturing my weary spirit in the hills of Woodbury I am ready to come out and be of service again. I’ve been cultivating a nurturing and healing space both within myself and on my land and I am inviting those who are called to do the deeper work to come and sit with me in this space.

I have been waiting my whole life for this shift. The old dysfunctional ways are breaking down and that’s a good thing! Our work right now is to make peace with the unknown. We are building a new way of being with money and it will take some time.

As we emerge from the ashes it’s time to be in business in a whole new way. I’m feeling really inspired to help birth this new paradigm!